I have been doing a lot of thinking these days. Days after days and years after years had passed and wonder what my teen-self thought what her future would be like? Will it be same as now? struggling to own some properties which I could proudly say I earned them and trying to pay off my tuition loan for my degree? Strange enough I couldn't recall what I thought of where would I be and what would I achieve when I hit 26 years mark. I could let the history repeat itself when I hit 27 or 28 years and still wondering am I where I thought I would be when I was younger. Therefore I'm dedicating this to my future self who will be 4 years older : i will be 30 years old by then.
I will be 26-years old coming May with 1 bachelor degree , a normal pay job and approx 20k of study loan to pay off. Ohh... it would be only 17k in May because I'm paying 1k per month . So hopefully if nothing go wrong, I would have already paid off all my loan before 30s. It would seems as tall order now with skyhigh properties price globally but I will try to own a house or land before my 30s. Hopefully , I earned one master by then. Education is always on top of my list. Plan to travel 15 countries before 30s . Since having traveled to 7 countries ( 1. Singapore, 2. Vietnam, 3. Malaysia , 4. Indonesia , 5. Cambodia, 6.Thailand, 7.Philippines) , I still have 8 more to go.
My most important note to you is this " always be a person who gives rather than being a person who always takes". I would like you to give and share with people who need , not with people who want. Always remember that you were young and you were at that stage when you encounter something and be considerate. Not saying you should be selfless but you should know there are others who are less fortunate than you are and never forget to help a little at each time. Life is unpredictable. I may not live long but I will try to make as many impact to the surroundings as I could in positive ways and I'm already doing some. My note to you is don't forget what I had started and don't immerse too much in work , family and all the social problem that you will have in your life. When Life give you lemon, make lemonade!!
Monday, March 7, 2016
Thursday, December 31, 2015
Selfish wish of year 2016
For year 2016,
Let me be more selfish in year 2016. You read it right , please let me be more selfish. In 2016, Let me be selfish enough that at one point I could tell my next generation selfishly that I didn't cause any pollution so that they will not suffer because of me.
Start from 2016 till my last breathe , let me be selfishly at peace of my mind by making sure that I didn't do unjustness to anyone or step on anyone just for my benefit. Let me inconsiderately wish to be able to take care of myself, my family, my ethnic, my country and my earth.
While I may sound so selfish to wish so many good things for year 2016, I would like to wish all the people to have wonderful year ahead and lastly for the peaceful future of our world.
Let me be more selfish in year 2016. You read it right , please let me be more selfish. In 2016, Let me be selfish enough that at one point I could tell my next generation selfishly that I didn't cause any pollution so that they will not suffer because of me.
Start from 2016 till my last breathe , let me be selfishly at peace of my mind by making sure that I didn't do unjustness to anyone or step on anyone just for my benefit. Let me inconsiderately wish to be able to take care of myself, my family, my ethnic, my country and my earth.
While I may sound so selfish to wish so many good things for year 2016, I would like to wish all the people to have wonderful year ahead and lastly for the peaceful future of our world.
Monday, October 13, 2014
Khao Tao Murder case
Khao Tao murder case has been in highlight of the media for a while already . When I started setting this blog, I've told myself that I will never write anything about politic here. But regardless of this, I've seen so many news and articles about the case and I just feel like I need someone to talk to. There are so many loop holes in the case and the way the Thai police handle the case? doesn't make any sense for me AT ALL!! So these are just purely my thoughts and views, I'm not saying for sure about anything.
First of all, even primary school student would know that in the case of murder , all evidence are crucial and they should have collect them carefully. But thai police let people to come in and out of the crime scene recklessly.
Second is that they asked and get so called "confession" from the accused without the present of their lawyer. From what I know, all the criminals have the right to get a lawyer before the interrogation. Even they couldn't afford the lawyer , police should arrange one for them .
Thirdly, no matter how hard they are trying to say there is solid evidence for the murder. All of their so called evidences have loop holes and not strong enough for the public to accept. I'm not trying to say that the accused are not real killer. They may or may not be the real killers but I'm not convinced yet.
Some more, I'm scared that in the case of the accused may not be the real killers , they are in really dangerous position. From what I see, the police keeps on insisting that they got the right guys and if people from all over the world find out that they are not right, their reputation will be ruined . So they will stubbornly keep insist that they got the right guys and will try to punish them for the sake of their reputation unless a miracle will happen.
There is no way that British and Myanmar will interrupt the investigation of Thai police. After all, it's nation's affair. Anyway, I just want the truth to be come out. The deceased and their families deserve the truth and same goes for the accused and their families.
I used to love visiting to Thailand . I just made my fourth trip last year. But if this case ever close without any hard evidence which can convince me, I swear myself that I will never step a foot in Thailand. I'm scared of dying when my murderers will be walking free as if they never did anything to me. And I'm scared of getting punished without doing anything wrong and being scapegoat.
"It is better that ten guilty persons escape than that one innocent suffer"
First of all, even primary school student would know that in the case of murder , all evidence are crucial and they should have collect them carefully. But thai police let people to come in and out of the crime scene recklessly.
Second is that they asked and get so called "confession" from the accused without the present of their lawyer. From what I know, all the criminals have the right to get a lawyer before the interrogation. Even they couldn't afford the lawyer , police should arrange one for them .
Thirdly, no matter how hard they are trying to say there is solid evidence for the murder. All of their so called evidences have loop holes and not strong enough for the public to accept. I'm not trying to say that the accused are not real killer. They may or may not be the real killers but I'm not convinced yet.
Some more, I'm scared that in the case of the accused may not be the real killers , they are in really dangerous position. From what I see, the police keeps on insisting that they got the right guys and if people from all over the world find out that they are not right, their reputation will be ruined . So they will stubbornly keep insist that they got the right guys and will try to punish them for the sake of their reputation unless a miracle will happen.
There is no way that British and Myanmar will interrupt the investigation of Thai police. After all, it's nation's affair. Anyway, I just want the truth to be come out. The deceased and their families deserve the truth and same goes for the accused and their families.
I used to love visiting to Thailand . I just made my fourth trip last year. But if this case ever close without any hard evidence which can convince me, I swear myself that I will never step a foot in Thailand. I'm scared of dying when my murderers will be walking free as if they never did anything to me. And I'm scared of getting punished without doing anything wrong and being scapegoat.
"It is better that ten guilty persons escape than that one innocent suffer"
Thursday, September 25, 2014
LOVE , A MYTH
'LOVE' what a simple and common word. Each and everybody in the world ever said this to one or more persons in our lives but I wonder do we really know the meaning or the real feel of it ?? Even you search the meaning of 'love' from dictionary, the definitions are too general. Of course , I believe in maternal love which is unconditional. What I'm talking about is love , affection for another person who is not blood related to you. My question is that if we can fall in love and fall out of love , can it really say that it is truly love? I've been wondering that for more than a decade and I'm not arguing here that such love does not exist or anything. I'm just presenting the mere fact that I haven't encountered such thing in my 24-years-life. Is it really exist or people just mistreat 'Lust' as 'Love'. 'Love' is such a mystery for me.
I've encountered some of my friends saying about love at first sight. Well, my only question is "Will he/she fall for that person if he/she is really ugly??" , I guess not. Not too surprisingly , those 'love at first sight' events mostly happen for guys. So, am I safe to say here that guys are more attractive to physical appearances than girls? If that's the reason, It is not love. On the other hand, there is a long lists of requirements for a girl to choose her guys which we call check list. Don't laugh, it really exists. So girls are looking for someone who is not only attractive to them but also dependable and can full-fill those check lists after all (some are checking unconsciously though). I admit that there are people who are genuinely in love and I admire them. But then that is only minority of the whole population. Most of the couples were just in love in this second and next second you look back and they are not together anymore. There are couples whom seem so in love (or lust) that I thought they will never get separated and they didn't last long (may be there is only lust and no understanding?). And there are those people keep on saying "I love you" to their partners and next minute they are cheating behind their partners' back. Umm I'm not really sure about how all those things work but I guess those things are not love. I could keep on writing about love pages after pages which I will not.For me, Love is the right mix of understanding, friendship, affection and psychologically maturation . I just wanna still believe that true love does exist. ....
I've encountered some of my friends saying about love at first sight. Well, my only question is "Will he/she fall for that person if he/she is really ugly??" , I guess not. Not too surprisingly , those 'love at first sight' events mostly happen for guys. So, am I safe to say here that guys are more attractive to physical appearances than girls? If that's the reason, It is not love. On the other hand, there is a long lists of requirements for a girl to choose her guys which we call check list. Don't laugh, it really exists. So girls are looking for someone who is not only attractive to them but also dependable and can full-fill those check lists after all (some are checking unconsciously though). I admit that there are people who are genuinely in love and I admire them. But then that is only minority of the whole population. Most of the couples were just in love in this second and next second you look back and they are not together anymore. There are couples whom seem so in love (or lust) that I thought they will never get separated and they didn't last long (may be there is only lust and no understanding?). And there are those people keep on saying "I love you" to their partners and next minute they are cheating behind their partners' back. Umm I'm not really sure about how all those things work but I guess those things are not love. I could keep on writing about love pages after pages which I will not.For me, Love is the right mix of understanding, friendship, affection and psychologically maturation . I just wanna still believe that true love does exist. ....
Wednesday, September 24, 2014
Well, I'm gonna post something on my blog , at last !!!!
Well, it has been sometimes I didn't touch my keyboard (except while playing dota). I guess I will start writing for my blog. Here is the 10 reasons why I'm gonna start writing on my blog...
1. There was nothing there for too long already and I thought what a waste of the cloud space (obviously! :) )
2. I would love to improve my English by writing something down since it's not my mother language
3. After all, I would like to have a diary from which I could read back and recall my precious memories and I am the type of tom-girl who will not keep diary
4. Why don't share with others if you have somethings nice like knowledge, experience and even thought. ( I know.. I know .. when there is no reader how am I gonna share ?? Who cares? Those who wants the info will find it anyway like I did :) )
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10. I just feel like start writing these... HA HA
1. There was nothing there for too long already and I thought what a waste of the cloud space (obviously! :) )
2. I would love to improve my English by writing something down since it's not my mother language
3. After all, I would like to have a diary from which I could read back and recall my precious memories and I am the type of tom-girl who will not keep diary
4. Why don't share with others if you have somethings nice like knowledge, experience and even thought. ( I know.. I know .. when there is no reader how am I gonna share ?? Who cares? Those who wants the info will find it anyway like I did :) )
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10. I just feel like start writing these... HA HA
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